It’s about 1.30 Sunday afternoon. I was ironing a blouse I had no idea when I would wear it with Beethoven’s Symphony No.9 playing. It’s a long weekend. Dragon Boat Festival is tomorrow. I didn’t have any plans, so I slept in. I wasn’t in a hurry to anywhere. Just did a bit this, a bit that. I wasn’t sure why but I was in a pretty good mood. Then suddenly this hit me. Wow, finally I’ve found what I’m looking for: inner peace.
For the past few years, I’ve been complaining about this. I’m a simple person and I don’t want much. I don’t need designer clothes, brand bags, a BMW car, a fancy house, a handsome boyfriend, or a rich husband to complete my life. I cloud’t understand why I always have those crazy ups and downs, those out of nowhere tears. I remember writing something like this on my blog, “All I want is just some inner peace. How come something so simple seems impossible for me to reach."
It’s really difficult to put thoughts into words. Anyway, I’m just pretty happy that finally I’ve found something I had been looking for for such a long time. I guess the cliche people say about when you stop looking for something, the thing will come to you is actually right 😉
Perhaps it will slip away again. But I’m not worried. Life is like this. You just have to deal with it. I guess I’m really in a good mood today. Happy Dragon Boat Festival! Don’t eat too many rice dumplings!